I don't really know anymore...

People keep asking me what's next, what I want, what I believe..

truth is, I haven't got a clue.


I know the sun shines.
I know that God listens.
I know that music speaks to my soul.
I know nothing heals a broken heart like a Mother.
I know ice cream always hits the spot.
I know laughing is the best medicine.
I know heart break is the most physical pain.
I know everyday is a new day.
I know I can run 5 miles in less than an hour.
I know my feet always hurt the next day.
I know Utah feels like home.
I know my bed is my favorite place, & most days, getting up is extremely difficult.
I know someday I will be a nurse.
I know someday, I will walk hand in hand with my grandpa again.
I know most things are not coincidence.
I know money doesn't grow on trees.
I know I am destined to be happy.
I know there is not only one person for everyone.
I know somethings in life are a piece of cake, and some aren't.
I know I want to travel.
I know I love to sing in the shower.
I know I can't sing.
I know a lot of the 'small' things.

I don't know where I will be in 6 days, or 6 weeks, or 6 months.
I don't even know where I am going to live.
But really, does it matter if I know the big things?


It doesn't...
Because I know the small things.
And thats what it takes to get me from one day to the next.
And right now, thats all that matters.


Sometimes we just have to look forward to what the next second, minute or hour might bring.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what to do next.
I have a hard enough time deciding what I want to drink with breakfast.
Think I can decide what direction to head next?!?!?!



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