my everything

Right now I am sitting in our FREEZING cold apartment waiting for J Tyler to get off work so we can head to California!

I'm sitting on the couch, looking out the window at the white headlights on all the cars passing by. They are glistening extra bright in the rain tonight. I see the flash of the fake fire works outside Fat Cats and I am thinking how grateful I am for my husband, that he woke up early this morning, got the oil changed, picked up the road trip snacks, cleaned out the car, vacuumed, took out the trash, did the dishes and made sure everything was packed and ready to be loaded. He arranged to get off work early, so we could head to California 30 mins earlier. Just because I am an anxiety ridden mess! Maybe a little OCD, because I want to be on the road by 10 o'clock sharp. And we won't make it if he's at work until 9:30.

The past 6 months have been some of the hardest! We have seen some very challenging trials. We have had huge mountains to climb, and valleys to cross. And I would be lying if I didn't say, sometimes I think giving up would be so much easier. Quite frankly I have J Tyler to thank for staying strong. Heavenly Father sure does work in mysterious ways. He places the right people in our lives at the right time. Without my husband, I wouldn't be able to get out of bed everyday with a purpose of moving forward, and aiming for success. Heavenly Father knew, he just knew, I need someone understanding, honest, faithful, someone with motivation and a strong head. He knew I needed J Tyler, someone that put God before me, and himself. J Tyler is more of a man than anyone I know. And I need that.

The crazy ride, life, has been exactly that. CRAZY!
It has been, happy and sad.
Easy and HARD.

But most importantly, it has been worth it.

As we prepare for these next few months of trial and tribulation.
I am more and more thankful for a loving Heavenly Father that has blessed me with the man I need.
There isn't anyone else I would rather have kneeling beside me each night before bed.


Heavenly Father, thank you for JTyler.
JTyler, thank you for loving me.


love,
YEC.